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[Jan. 12th, 2006|10:21 pm] |
i have a computer and internet now...and i think i want to start new.
here is the beginings of my new journal: thesugarheart |
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[Dec. 13th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
ooooooohh! i just order a lomo action sampler flash!! I'm so excited.
and soon I7m getting a laptop, which means I'll get internet in my home, which means I'll be a better "lj"er, and I'll be able to post pictures!!! Yay!
Also, I've decided to stay in Japan for another year.
I hope everyone is having a lovely Christmas season! |
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[Oct. 29th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
recent likes:
*hot tea from vending machines *resolution *christmas time *hello kitty christmas decorations *electric blankets *sleeping in *the possibility belle and sebastian might tour in Japan *legwarmers/leggings *winter clothes *autumn leaves *zakka *mikans *my brother's visiting me soon!
recent dislikes:
*feeling overwhelmed by language barriers *my lazy, selfish coworker *misdirected resentment *lukewarm tea *cold hands, ears, and noses |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
hello. it's been awhile.
I'm doing ok. Here's a quick summary of things that have been happening:
*Made a bunch of brooches/earrings/notebooks and sold them in a flea market *I was a mod minnie mouse for halloween *My pa and step mom visited me *Yuji(a boy I've had a huge crush on)finally disappointed me and made me feel used *I was dating a boy named O chan but things didn't really work out...no heartbreak there *I still have decided if I am staying...but I'm leaning towards yes/maybe *I've been really creative with food *My friend Momoka moved to Tokyo
and so much more...
i hope everyone is doing well! |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|06:24 pm] |
Ahh. I'm conflicted. I have to decide if I want to stay in Japan(at Aiko) for one more or go home, or find another job somewhere else in Japan. I have to decide by Monday!! Even though the kids are adorable, I'm worried I might get bored. Eppp.
If anyone is looking for a teaching job in Japan I can give you first dibs! There will be 2 open positions for sure...possibly 4. Let me know! |
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|01:32 pm] |
yay I'm finally updating.
Doing good! What's been happening:
*I went to a small Japanese style party with Oza and a French boy named Joel *Had my art show and it was really neat *A cute Japanese boy who is shorter and skinner than me has a crush on me *My dad is coming in October *I had a creepy Canadian boy kinda stalk me *A friend is leaving Tuesday
hmmm...it seems like so much more has been going on...
mata ne |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
guess what guess what.
my art is going to be shown at a neat music event. I don't know much about the band, but apparently he's a genius. which make me a little bit nervous. but excited. <3 |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
oh our trip was fun!
i was so scared to be with another person 24/7 for 2 whole weeks but it was actually good. i think i am shedding my old "i like loads of time to myself" skin.
we saw the dolls& took pictures, climbed mountains, drank fruit flavored teas, ate sweet japanese treats, and made friends along the way.
i was really lucky in Kyoto. I met up with my lovely friend Yoshiko. It just so happened that her boyfriend from Holland(who i met last year) was visiting. It was so neat to have an amazing person come into your life for a moment then leave then reaapear. Oh, I was happy.
I also saw a live art/music performance which was really nice. It took place in a beautiful cafe.
I am back in Matsuyama slightly dreading work and looking for jobs in Kyoto. It is such a wonderful city.
ohmyohmy. how is everyone doing? |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
oh i haven't updated in ages and feel terrible about it!
I'm doing really good. leaving for a 13 day trip to Tokyo, Nikko, Kawagoe, Kanazawa, and Kyoto!!! It will be crazy and amazing. I am going to dress up like a doll in Tokyo and find all the Japanese dolls and take pictures with them! <3 <3
I still have a crush on a boy who is weird about returning my messages. I found out he likes a really good friend, which is one of the reasons he feels uneasy about hanging out with me. Apparently she is involved in a relationship, but her boyfriend is living in the U.S. right now!! I think he is also afraid of being involved with a foriegner, for many reasons. So confusing.
I feel like me and Yuji are supposed to have secret crushes on each other. I saw him a few weeks ago at a club and he was so shy when I was talking to other people. Sitting at the table next to mine, but not saying anything. I saw him from the corner of my eye, slapped him and made hime sit with me:) But the next week I saw him dj and I was just as shy.
how is everyone else doing? |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
oh...i've been terrible about updating. slightly sad lately. boy issues, again.
will someone please tell me why boys are so confusing!! Everything was beautiful with Yuji. I visited him at work and he seemed so surprised and happy! and I caught him secretly glancing and smiling at me. A couple days later I sent him a message(phone calls are so expensive here) telling him how nice it was to visit him. I also suggested we get together for a movie or tea. I haven't heard back and it's been over a week (or two?).
I don't understand why he would express so much interest then all of a sudden end communication. I cried to my friend Lara(a neato Canadian friend)about the situation and she gave me a crazy compliment. She said I am gorgeous and most likely intimidate boys. I was so surprised and told her I really don't think about stuff like that when I look in the mirror. I always think about my odd shaped nose or how I need to pluck my brows. Anyways it was very sweet of her...even though it doesn't explain the whole Yuji situation. sigh.
Despite the moaning above, last night was too beautiful. I went to a show. A boy on Contrabass and a girl on accordion. It was in this tiny bar that looked like a 1920's speakeasy. The music was soo amazing and I understood a tiny bit of what the lady said!
Today I had my Japanese lessons and my first Japanese crush, Oza was working. We talked for a little bit which was nice. It drove me nuts though! While I was having my Japanese lesson there was a french lesson taking place. I guess I have a thing for french because my heart was thumping whenever the instructor spoke, which is ridiculous. When I was getting ready to leave Oza sat down with the others and started speaking French fluently. He speaks English, Japanese, and French fluently! no fair, no fair!! |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
oh sorry it's been a while since my last post! Boy update. Last thurs. I went on a date with Yuji. A super cute boy I met at a party. He taught himself English by reading Peanuts comics!! He also studied at Kyoto University. I have such a big crush...monday was our second date which made me feel strange. Mainly because he said a bunch of stuff about foriegners. I guess he has seen gross foriegn boys prey on Japanese girls at bars(he Djs) And I thought oh, maybe he doesn't like me. But we spent 5 hours together and he sent me a very sweet message to my phone. We are both so shy. I couldn't even give him a hug goodbye. oh smitten smitten smitten.
i hate thinking about him all the time and wondering if he's thinking of me. and being insecure.
oh and thanks for the good luck wishes. I finally sent emma a package, a letter to my mom, and a letter to my dear friend tasha. i hope everyone is well and happy!
<3 <3 r |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|07:37 pm] |
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oooh...i'm about to go on a date with a really cute japanese boy. nervous nervous nervous. |
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[May. 7th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
oh boy this week has been too much.
a list of the events:
*food posioning *short trip to kochi *Japanese beach *pretending to be a movie star *tea with oza...the sad part of the story(he's leaving for france in August-studying there for 2 years) *decorations *new friends *all you can drink/eat beer garden(somewhere between 5-7 drinks woops) *Karoke after beer garden, all you can drink(another 5+ drinks another woops) *making out with an aussie boy(by accident) *throwing up 3 times in the sink of Sala Sol *falling off my bike and getting some serious road rash *being tucked in by a canadian friend *Annie Hall *blueberry pancakes *thinking about a sweet Japanese boy too much |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|07:18 pm] |
oh it's warming up here and all the delicate cherry blossoms have been replaced by green leaves.
I have a crush on a boy named Oza who works at the International Center and has a bowlie haircut. We passed by each other on our bikes, and both almost crashed. Another chance meeting caused me, my coworker and Oza to have tea and a long chat. <3 <3 he's 30 years old but looks 25.
my gosh, i'm smitten.
hope everyone is well and happy. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2005|04:17 pm] |
Doing good in japan...i love it here.
emma i need your address&a letter and brooch will be flying to lauren soon
<3 <3 rache |
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
my pa is such a doll. i visited him today, out of the blue he asked me what type of digi cam i have. none, i said. he was appalled and decided i needed one, so i could send him pics of japan. we drove to a bunch of different stores, all of which were closed since it is easter. he gave me some money instead so i can buy a digi cam tomorrow. i'm excited!
oh, i want to apologize to everyone for being such a terrible l.j. friend. i've been so bad about commenting and such lately...i've just been so busy.
people i owe mail to: laren sayingly emma lostpositive tasha(a dear friend) i feel like i'm forgetting someone
(i hope you guys don't mind holding out for a bit longer...i don't think i'll be able to send out your letter until i reach Japan) |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
I leave for Portland tomorrow!
Here are some plans me & my best friend made last night: the big, big bookstore thrift shops wondering around pretty parks record shops mix drinks driving around downtown snapping pictures ethiopian food tea |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
oh gosh, my friends page is acting up again. it freezes every now and then and won't update for days.
does anyone else ever have this problem?
p.s. i've been so scared that I'm anemic that I finally got checked up. i found out that i'm not anemic...i'm a super duper healthy vegan, yay!! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|10:25 am] |
my birthday is creeping up on me!! i can't believe it's this saturday.
here's my list of desires:
pureology shampoo
some new music
a cute boyfriend who says "neat" often, drinks lots of tea, and makes me feel special
skin products from http://www.mountainroseherbs.com/
some new clothes, preferably anything from anthropologie |
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